Lost.....

Lost I tried to be simple;
and doubtless.
Finding my belief complicit, complicated;
and I
in truth lost to you.
short-sighted yelling;
left my actions mindless.
Straight back turned jelly,
as I try to tell you how I am;
and how I feel.
Is this madness?
or is this you, is it?
It feels real.

Lost in landscapes,
treacherous mountains,
slippery valleys.
Hidden within;
this world to explore;
all yours if you dare.
Bold my thirst for waters pure,
the cure for soiled rivers and empty lakes,
Slake my need to feed on dark one's blood,
flood this place with you.
True I lost myself in forests black;
now I'm back;
humbly I bring broken voice to sing;
of your mercy and your grace;
I will holler and emotion sling
until I;
the sinner;
get to see Your face
open my eyes.......